NUS Science or NTU Materials Engineering?

I appealed for NTU Mathematical Science, if they accept my appeal, i think i will go to NTU.
So i shall accpet NUS first, wise choice. HAAAHA.

I hate it for thinking about everything that is not going to happen again. :(

How do i cope with this shit?

Emotional.

How about you?

是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望

Great, I have been doing practically nothing at home everyday. The feeling does not feel any better than mugging for A levels for the last 2 months. Then, there was at least something for me to do or to look forward to. So i say, miss late nights at starbucks!

It will definitely feel better doing things or achieving something with a partner rather than doing it alone, i hate feeling lonesome. LOL. But i cannot deny, i actually felt lonely at times.

I used to have many many gatherings to attend, somehow everyone seemed to move on without me. LOL. Maybe its my fault for not putting enough time with them but i believe they will still welcome me with their arms wide open for any gatherings. :D ( i might be optimistic, correct me if i am wrong)

I am happy,
happier than nothing.
How about you?

He is as hot as ever. :D

So, i got an interview from NUS faculty of science.

Now what? :/

okay, i am back here again due to some shit that just happened to me.

AAC/CS is my results for A levels this year. I failed gp and i still thought that my results were fine. So i went to apply for my courses in NTU and NUS. Guess what? NTU gave me my fucking 4th choice which is MATERIALS ENGINEERING.
I really wonder how they allocate our place in NTU because i did not took H2 Physic for A levels and yet i was offered an engineering course. I did not apply for any elite courses in my first 3 choices; maths&econs, econs and chem&biochem. i do not understand why i did not get into any of these three course because my grades are actually adequate for the courses, for the exception of gp.
If gp is that important, please only allow engineering to take english test. Dont have to give people like me false hope of getting into the course we desired. Wasted time and effort.

CCA helps? crap.

People AAB/AD get into the same course as me too. GG. maybe because we are from others/private? Come on lah others/private with this kind of results are the zai one you brainless.

BYE, nus faster give me science!

OPPS BACK AGAIN.

i really got nothing to do nowadays, omg. gg to myself. The reason i am here is to rant rant rant. lol.

GOOOOOOOODJOBBBBBBB YT SJAB! :D

okay fine, i'm back by popular demand. LOL @ me.

Firstly, time past too fast, like nobody's business but it is my business! Dont pass so quickly! i dont want to grow old that fast. :( ba, i am no god. Fine, i will grow old. Sigh.

Anyway SJAB projects are making me crazy, totally. Not doing anything but making me crazy, cannot understand it too. lol. I'm deprived of sleep and too much food input~~~ and amanda poon is toooooooootalllllly making me jealous of her LOST OF WEIGHT! ROAR! booooooomz @ her. YES, I AM A TOTAL RIS LOW FAN! ;D

okay, i'm an imposter. lol. i want to learn driving, anyone got any private instructor to intro? haha.


Next phase of life coming soon! i am super exciteddddd! but woo woo will i like the course not? AIYA HECK LAH. LOL.

okay, i think i blogged enough. lol. okay byebye!


loves,
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